Once again, i am able to write. i've been sick and sleeping...and working.

So i had absinthe for the first time last night. My brothers figured it'd cure whatever i have. It was interesting.

i've decided that now is a good time to move on...and maybe even change a few things. i want to be me.

i see the spark in your eyes</br>from the flames that burn inside

i've been up and down</br>Every road in my path</br>But you paved me a new one</br>So i'll start my journey</br>To this new feeling</br>That i get from you</br>It seems like i've been here before</br>But it's different this time</br>This is more intense</br>i'm not too sure</br>If i have the right</br>To feel like this</br>How is it that i...</br>Am the lucky one?

...i am who i am...</br>...i feel how i feel...</br>...i'm only a person...</br>...i can't change that...

So, i thought i was going to get out of this hell hole town i live in....and then my best friend/future roommate bails out on me. i'm still going to move, it's just this puts a damper on my plans. Now i need to find a new roommate. :(

Bah.......

Quote of the day: "I need you like water in my lungs." - Brand New

So, today was interesting...

Oreo

Write on my heart </br>With the tip of your knife</br>These things you don't mean</br>You know they're a lie</br>So scratch them out</br>And start again</br>Cut a little deeper</br>With your painful pen</br>Run out of room?</br>Make a mistake?</br>Just crumple me up</br>And throw me away</br>Don't worry about me</br>I'll be fine</br>So keep scarring up</br>This fragile heart of mine

Damn! i knew there's a reason why i never let myself get close to people. i hate myself for doing this to me. Well, i fucked up, yet again. One day I'll learn. Oh well, what are you gonna do?

                                 "Nobody broke your heart. You broke your own                                                                     cause you can't finish what you start..."

                                                             -Elliott Smith